Alright, today was pretty much okay, pretty slack in fact. We had mass run first thing in the morning. I ran, despite of my injury. Then after that had geography, free period because Karen Tan didn’t come to class. I watched 200 pound beauty with Melissa. After that was E Maths, by then, I was already using my second battery, and guess what? It was going flat too! Fortunately, I left my charger in school from yesterday. ;D lent it to many people too. After that was recess, went down with Rachael, surprisingly, I ate recess with Stephanie and Claudia too. SS, I collected the worksheets and passed it to him. That’s like my second task as a SS rep, pretty slack as compared with other subject reps. I didn’t really pay attention though. Anyway, A maths after that, BORING. Mr Lee couldn’t show the stuff on the projector. And we did questions on paper, I looked around me, and guess what? Almost everyone wasn’t paying attention. Joy. Went home with Gracia and Caryn after that! That’s my Friday.

Thinking of my future now, and I ask myself a lot of questions. Firstly, the world renowned question, “What do I want to be when I grow up?” When I was younger, like in kindergarden, I told my teachers that I want to grow up to be just like my mummy. After that, in primary 2, I was introduced to the topic money. Then I said I want to be just like my daddy! Then, I did very well at science in Primary 3, I said, I want to be a scientist when I grow up. In secondary one, I wanted to be some world renowned saxophonist. Now, I really don’t know what I want to be. I guess I’ve changed.

Looking back now, I would never want to be a teacher like my mum. Too much work, all the making papers and setting papers will make me go MAD! Secondly, I don’t want to be like my dad either, looking at how much he works, I guess it’s just not right choice for me. I don’t want to be a scientist either, my science isn’t very good now, and I’m not going to face test tubes and test tubes everyday. Lastly, although I’m pretty good at my saxophone now, I don’t want to be some saxophonist. I’m an amateur; I can’t even vibrato properly, not even talking about my horrible tonguing! I can only single tongue, I guess I really got to work harder and perfect my skills, and perhaps my last profession will work out.

So many factors to consider, which path do I take?